Friend or Boyfriend??? *(0_o)*

         Friend or boyfriend??? It’s complicated. In this entry, I want to share something that related in my life. Maybe there is something that people can take as a lesson on how to appreciate the other people in their life.

           Maybe it’s too early or too young for me to face or talk about this, but it really happens to me. There is someone who came to my life and always makes me laugh. We lost contact for a while. And when he back to me, we became more than a friend.  He gave me whatever I want as long as it will make me happy. I love him so much but I do not know how to show my love to him. What I have done is just hurting him again and again. I did not mean to do that. 

         
         He always listens to what I have said. He will do anything for me and never care about himself. I still remember the day that I really want to meet him. His house is a quite far from mine. It takes about one hour. The weather at that time is not good.  I always yell at him. I angry when he late. But I only want him to know that I really miss him. I only think at him all the day. That’s why I want to see and meet him.  But, by only angry is look like I do not give any respect to him. Its look like I’m very rude to someone that really loves me. I’m really sorry.

         

         Sometimes I feel annoy with him and I think being a friend is better. But he refuses and he is very patient with me. I always think to be his friend only. this is because I feel tired sometimes. I think be his friend is better because there are no hard feeling, no quarrel and no one will get hurt. But now I’m regret. He left me already. We can’t even be a friend. If I can go back to my past time, I really want to give the best treat to him. I will listen to him. It’s really hurt for me to pretend that I’m happy. When we lost the person that nice to us, it’s no more regret. Try to appreciate people who love us and appreciate what he has done only for us!!!

*~* 10 facts about myself *~*

What’s up guys!! Guess what we will talk about today? Today I will tell you 10 facts about myself.  Are you curious to know? Let us check it out!! Before that, let me introduce a bit about myself. I’m NurLiana Binti Zulkeflee, 19 years old. And now, I’ll tell you one by one “10 facts about myself”.

Fierce

There are people who said that I’m a fierce person when they are just looking at my face. It’s difficult for me to smile. Actually I’m not as fierce as what they have said. It’s my natural face as I’m Bugis descent. But I think that I have strict sometimes. This was probably because I'm the eldest in the family. I have more responsibility to bear. Anyway, I was the prefect since in primary school. So, I have to be strict.

Sensitive

Although there are some people who said that I am a fierce person but not everybody knows that I’m a sensitive person too. It is easy for me to cry especially when I’m watching a romance and sad movie. Other than that, it is easy for me to get jealous of something that related with something that I love. Like people said, we get jealous because we love those things. That’s right!!

Right-handed

I’m right-handed, but sometimes I had tried to write by using my left hand. It’s terrible!! There is my friend who can use both of her hand to write and she has beautiful writing. People said that someone who left-handed is a creative person. Is it true? Even my younger brother is left-handed but he is not creative enough..hehe

Silence

I’m a silence person. I think because I face too much problem in my life that makes me become a silence person. But it does not mean that I’m weak. My life had changed a lot since my parents’ divorce. And now, I’ll try my best to become normal again. Hahaha!!! By the way, problems and those experiences make me strong enough. 

Naughty 

I’m a bit naughty I guess. I still remember when I was 15 years old, there is the year for me to sit for PMR. I become friends with some of the bad guy and my mother forbade me to use the phone. She hides my phone. Unfortunately, I know where she put it and me always seeking to use the phone. I’m sorry mom. I promise you that it will never happen again!

Sports 

I loved sport very much especially high-jump, tennis and chess. Even though I’m not expert enough on that sport but I really love it. I loved chess the most. Unfortunately, I can’t play it anymore. This is because of the promise that I have make with my teacher. I will keep that promise. Based on what he has said, chess is the game or tactics that was used by people who want to destroy Islam. 

Creative 

I’m not creative enough but I really like to draw. I have involved in art since I was child. I was trained by my father. I have won every competition that I have participated. Same goes to my little brother. We love anything that related with art.

Hey guys, do you want to know what will I do when I’m depressed?

Eat

I love to eat especially when I get depressed. I will think nothing about my problems and only focus on the foods in front of me. Even I do not depressed; I really love to eat especially ice-cream and chocolate. My mother always brings back chocolates from Langkawi. 

Cry

Cry is the best way to make me relieved. Sometimes I forced myself to cry by listening to a sad song or watching a sad movie. It really helps. I will turn on the radio as loud as I can. I will shout and cry. >_< Maybe you can try and feel it yourself! 

Go to the beach

I loved to go to the beach. It makes me calm when I’m looking at the sea. Even my mother knows where she should bring me when there is something is going on with me.  As the beach is near my house, I always go there with my family and my friends. Sometimes I’ll go there by myself. 

~Childhood Memories of Ramadan~

                        

           Happy fasting to all Muslim in the world!! Thanks to God that gave us a chance to meet Ramadan this year. As we are in Ramadan, I have something to share. It is about my childhood memories of Ramadan. Everyone should have their own memories right? Let it be a sweet memories even after.

As I had remembered, I’m starting to fast in 6 years old. There was a day that I sneaked through the kitchen to find some foods when my parents are not at home. I’m very hungry! As my parents promised, I will get RM100 if I can finish fasting in 30 days. I’m lucky that my parents did not know that I had missed fasting. So, I got the money. But, that was the first and the last time I do that kind of thing. 

There is ‘Bazaar Ramadhan’ in this month. It is in front of my house. My neighbours, Ida, Dayah, Hanim, and I love to go to bazaar every evening. There is variety of foods that were sold such as Murtabak, fried noodles, curry-puff and many more. I love to eat ‘tahu sumbat’ with ‘kuah kacang’. Sometimes I love to help my neighbour to sell drinks. There are many people who came to this bazaar because it is near the main road.

I’m very excited waiting for ‘berbuka’. I think I am the first person who are sitting in the dining room and staring at the foods. There are a lot of foods cooked by my mother. Sometimes I helped her to serve the foods. My mother loves to cook ‘Asam Pedas’ and ‘Lemak Cili Api’ as it was my father’s favourite foods.

At night, my neighbours and I went to the mosque  for ‘tarawih’. The mosque is near our house. So we just walked to go there. After we were backed from the mosque, we gathered in front of our house, bring as many meals that we had bought and eat the meals together. It was very fun! I miss them a lot. We also did not miss to play fireworks. Unfortunately, my mother only gives permission for me to play ‘mercun bawang’. 

There is a time for us to take our ‘sahur’. Usually, my mother will wake up at 4.00 am to prepare for the foods. I’m very easy to wake up but not for my younger brother. I preferred to eat ‘maggi’ or ‘cornflakes’ for sahur rather than rice. Then, I quickly go back to sleep after finished my meals because I’m very sleepy to wake up early in the morning.

                          

The most interesting thing is when my neighbours and I talked and discussed about Hari Raya. We compared our shirts, shoes and accessories. We were very excited to celebrate. We sang Hari Raya songs together too.That’s all of my childhood memories that I will not forget. I hope that you guys will enjoy reading mine. Thank you.      (^ _^)

My beloved classmates! *(^o,^)*

Hello guys! Today I’m glad to introduce you to my beloved classmates for this semester. We are from JBM112 3U. There are 18 members in the class; 7 girls and 11 boys. Let me introduce one by one, let us start with the girls first.

Nur Farah Hani
This person came from Kuala Lumpur. She is an intelligent person. She was born on 26th March 1993. People called her ‘Farrr’. She is a nice person and she also has a high confident level. I’m glad to know her and I’m happy can be her friend. Usually, those who came from Kuala Lumpur are arrogant, but not her! She loves to help the other people especially her friends. Thank you dear.         

                         
Nur Fatin Afifah
People called her ‘Ifa’. She came from Sungai Buloh, Selangor. She is pretty and clever too. She was born on 30th August 1993. We are in the same class since semester 1 but not in the same college. Same thing goes with Far, Biha and Lela. Ifa stayed in ‘Kolej Intan’. She is a sensitive person and she is easy to cry especially when she is stress in her study.

Nursabihah
Next is Nursabiha. She came from Muar, Johor. She is the one who always make us laugh. We called her ‘Biha’. She was born on 25th September 1993. People who do not know her might think that she is a silence person, but not!! She really loves to talk. She also has a nice voice too especially when she sing a song from Ziana Zain.

Norlela
Lela came from Batu Pahat, Johor. She loves Korea very much. You can ask her whether the songs or movies that are related to Korea, she must know! She was born on 29th October 1993. She’s expert in mathematics. I’m very surprised when she did not study for the examination but she got an ‘A’ for that subject. She also loves fashion. When we have to attend a dinner, she will help us to make-up.

Nor Amira
Mira is a style person. I love the way she dressed. She came from Kulai, Johor. She is a clever, friendly and cheerful person. I’m very comfort be with her. She was born on 5th March 1993. Mira and Aziah is best friend. But Mira stayed in ‘Kolej Si Manja Kini’ while Aziah stayed in ‘Kolej Zamrud.’

Sharifah Nur Aziah
Aziah is a chubby person. She was born on 3rd March 1993. She came from Klang, Selangor. Aziah is a friendly person. She makes friend with everybody. She loves to smile. People said that her face is look like Lisa Surihani. Is it true?? Aziah and Amira are in the same class with me since in semester two.

Enough with all the girls. And now let us continue with all the charming boys in my class.

Farhan
We called him ‘Paan’. He came from Batu Pahat. Some of us called him ‘Professor’. Paan is a hardworking and a responsible person. He is also clever. He loves to help the other people. Paan stayed in ‘Kolej Suluk Belingkung’. It is the new college in our campus and Paan is the only one classmate that stayed there.

Akmal
Akmal is a silence person but sometimes he makes us laugh with his jokes.  He is a style person. He loves to wear bright shirt. By looking at his personality, he is look like a playboy. But, the real thing is he is not! Akmal is a tall person and he is clever too. He loves to live on his own way.

Hafizul
Hafizul is the elder among us. But he is not mature enough. He always makes us laugh with his jokes. Hafizul also has a nice voice when he sings.  For this semester, I really saw that Hafizul is struggling to success and he is planning to apply for the fast track. I wish you success!!!

Asyraf
Acap is very naughty and annoying, but he is intelligent.  He has a strange habit; he loves to look outside the windows in the class. Acap loves to make a joke but sometimes it is too much until there is a misunderstanding between him and a lecturer.

Kamil
Kamil came from Puchong, Selangor. He has Chinese looks. People who do not know him might think that he is a Chinese. But he is not!! Kamil is an Exco in Diba (Diploma in Banking) Association. As he is an exco, he must be a responsible person. Kamil also has a high confident level. It’s perfect!

Baihaqi
Bai is an awesome guy! He always came late to the class but he already makes a preparation. He can answer everything that the lecturer asked. His face is look like an artist, Que Haidar, and sometimes it is seem like Sudirman. He is also a friendly person. It is nice to know him.

Haziq
Haziq is a nice person. People will feel very comfort be with him. He is a responsible person. He also has good communication skills. He has high self-esteem. Haziq is a college representative committee in Sector A which is in male college. He used to be an Academic Exco.

Qhusyairi
People called him ‘Kucai’. He loves to do whatever that he wants to do. Previously, he will go everywhere with Hafiz who is his best friend. But in this semester they are in the separately classes. Kucai looks lonely. But, he still has Amira and Aziah whose are his best friend too.

Faris
Faris is a big person. He has a big and loudly laughed too. By hearing his laugh, people will laugh! He is sometimes loves to make a joke and we will not bored with him. Faris and Syamil is best friend. If one of them does not go to the class, the other one will not go too.

Syamil
As what I have seen, Syamil is a style person. He is taking care of his appearance. He knows how to match his clothes. Syamil and Ifa are classmate since they are in the secondary school. So, they know each other well.

Imran
Imran is a shy and silence person. It is difficult to see him in the class. And it is miracle if I can see him! There is nothing much that I want to talk about him. I just hope that he will change and be a good person.

That’s all about my beloved classmates. I hoped that our friendship will be forever and we can live like a family.

Subjects this Semester...

What’s up everybody!! Today I want to share a little bit about the subjects that I am learning in this semester! For those who have the same course with me and also learn the same subject maybe you guys will have the same experience with me!!! Hope you guys will enjoy reading mine…

BEL311

BEL 311 stands for English for Academic Purpose. First of all, I’m glad to introduce my Bel 311 lecturer. If in my first and second semester I have learned with female lecturer, but not in this semester. For this last semester learning Bel, I’m very lucky to have Mister Izuan bin Ismail as my lecturer. He is a kind person! And for this semester too, I feel very relax while learning. The methods of studying that he used make me enjoy learning Bel 311. For example, he asked us to create our own blog and this is of course will improve our writing skills. The method he was used is different with other lecturer. I’m not too surprised of this subject because my friend from Puncak Alam has already told me the outline of Bel 311. She got an ‘A’ for this subject and I hope I will deserve it too. Previously, I had take Bel in semester one while Bel 260 in semester two. A contact hour for this subject is 6 hours. The assessment for Bel 311 is online quizzes, assignment and final examination.

ECO 211

ECO 211 stands for Macroeconomics. We have 4 contact hours for this subject. It was on Monday and Wednesday from 4:00 pm until 6:00 pm. The assessment for ECO 211 was divided into test 1, test 2, assignment, quizzes and final examination. For the assignment, we are asked to find the articles that are related to current economies issues. I have take ECO 162 when I was in semester two. ECO 162 stands for microeconomics. It’s a quite easy. So, I have expected that ECO 211 will be easier too but it’s a quite challenging! In the class, banking students combined with transport students for this subject. It’s crowded!!! But we can share our opinion about these subjects. (^_^) My lecturer for ECO 211 is Puan Diana Binti Mazan. She is a beautiful and polite person. But she also can be a strict person! 

BAB 101

Hey guys, do you know what BAB 101 refers to?? This code refers to Bahasa Arab. For this semester 3, management students must choose to learn Bahasa Mandarin or Bahasa Arab. I’m preferred to choose Bahasa Arab because I have learned it before when I was in secondary school. So it is easy for me. But there is no final examination for this subject. We have 4 contact hours which is in Monday and Tuesday. The assessments for this subject are online quizzes, oral 1 and oral 2, listening 1 and listening 2, test 1 and test 2 and the last one is we were asked to create a short film in a group. I’m very excited to learn this subject and I’m very excited in my first class. My lecturer’s name for this subject is Ustaz Muhammad Rozman bin Abdullah. But we called him ‘Ustaz Rock’. Why?? This is because of his personality. He loves to make us laugh. It’s very fun for those who are studying with him. He knows how to attract his students to interest in Bahasa Arab. 

CTU 241

This code stands for Asas Ekonomi Islam. Only 2 contact hours for this subject. This subject also have its’ assessment. 50% depends on test, assignment, presentation and quizzes while other 50% depends on final examination. Honestly, my first impression for this subject is very bored! This is because of the facts that I have to remember especially when it was related to politics and economics. My lecturer’s name is Ustaz Nazrudin bin Hashim. Thanks to God because this lecturer know how to attract his students. He did not teach us fully based on the text book but he gave us more examples that we can understand.  He loves to share a story with us too. So, it’s a quite fun!! Maybe this is because of his communication talented. According to him, he has appeared in the television to give a talk and the channel was played around 5 until 5.30 in the morning. I will try my best to enjoy learning this subject.

FIN 242

FIN 242 stands for Fundamental of Finance. This subject concludes theory and calculation. The assessment consist of 15% for test 1, 15% for test 2, 10% for quizzes and attendance and 60% for final examination. Contact hour for this subject is 4 hours. My first impression for this subject is very worse because when I heard ‘Finance’, its look like it’s the tough subject to score. Puan NorSaliza binti Abu Bakar is my FIN 242 lecturer. She is a strict person. Who ever come late to the class especially when she want to give quizzes, will not be giving a chance to answer it. She also loves to give a lot of homework. But it is for our own benefits. Practice makes perfect!! When I do the homework, I will more understand and confident to answer the next questions.

QMT 181

QMT 181 stands for Introduction to Statistics. It is more on mathematics. For these subjects, we have 4 contact hours which is on Wednesday and Friday. For the assessment, 5% for quizzes, 5% for assignments, 30% for tests and 60% for final examination. This subject is one in my list of tough subject. I’m very nervous to learn this subject because I heard that many of the students have repeated this paper. I hope that I will not be the one who repeat this subject. My lecturer’s name is Miss Dia. She is a nice person. Sometimes, we play a game in the class. So, I’m enjoying study this subject. Then, this subject is similar to what I have learned in the secondary school. Even though I’m weak in mathematics, but I already have the basic and it makes me easy.

HBU 135

 This subject is different with the other subject because we are not studying in the class. HBU 135 refers to Kesatria Kembara. This is the subject for coco-riculum that must be taken for all the students from semester one until semester three. This subject has 2 credit hours. I have learn how to survive in the jungle, how to read compass, how to ride kayak and many more. My coach’s name is Encik Sahlan. He is the one who have many interested experience. But now, we will not talk about his experience, but mine!!!  I went to Tasik Chini, Pahang and Tasik Cincin, Melaka for a camping. The moments that I had go through will not be forgotten such as night walk and sleep in the rubber estate. I love Kesatria Kembara!!!

My Roommates

Hey guys!! Let you guess what will us talking about right now. Today we will talk about my roommates in UITM. For those students who are staying in ‘KoIej Mutiara’ and ‘Kolej Baiduri’, we are sharing the room with the other three students. So, there are four people in each room. Actually, it’s a quite fun because I can meet more friends that I don’t even expect to. I’m so grateful because I have shared the room with all the kind and sporting roommates! Want to know more detail about them??

Let us talk about them one by one. She is a nice person. She came from Batu Pahat, Johor. She is Liyana Binti Mohamad Razip. People called her ‘yana’. Same name with me!! She is the only one senior in our room. She was studying Diploma in Business Study Transport (DBST) in part 5. She was born on 1st June 1992. She loves to eat ‘mee bandung’ and her favorites drinks is ‘carrot susu’. She loves to read novel and magazine. Her favorite color is green. To her, green shows the calmly environment. Her favorite artist is Nu’est while her favorite song is Face.  She wants to be a business woman. Wish you success!! 

This person is 19 years old. Same age with me!! Same course with me too!! But she still studies in Part 1.  This is because she is pra-diploma students before. Should I treat her as a junior?? Maybe peer is better. She was born on 7th September 1993. We are studying Diploma in Banking (DIB). Her name is Nur Syairah Binti Ismail. But people called her ‘Eira’. Her name means ‘intelligent’. She came from Muar, Johor. Her favorite foods are ‘chicken fried rice’ and ‘Tom Yam’ while her favorites drink is ‘Milo ice’. Eira was interested in reading. When I asked about her ambition, she said that she wants to be an accountant. I will pray for your success!!

The last one is Nurizwani Najwa Binti Mohd Paiz. People called her ‘Nina’. The meaning for Nurizwani is ’the pearl of light’ while the meaning for Najwa is ‘the secret prompter’. She came from Puchong, Selangor. She was born on 11th December 1994. She was studying Diploma in Information Management in part 1. Want to know more about her? Her favorite food is ‘fried rice’ while her favorite drinks are ‘Milo ice’ and ‘lime ice’. The colors that she loves the most are blue and pink. She also loves to read, and surf the internet. Her favorite bands are ‘Muse’, ‘Arctic Monkeys’, and ‘Coldplay’. She just loves to  do what she thinks that are right and wants to success in her life.

Even it’s still new for us to know each others, we had share many experience together. I hope that they will be my roommates for the next semester. All of you are the best roommates that I ever had even after. Nice to meet you guys!! (“,)